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I'm kinda tired of Livejournal. Its so long since I browse through blogskins.com! Hmm anw, some updates first.
Thursday: I guess we meet up again for some discussing at night and thn things starts to get wrong and I seriously don't wish to mention anything about it -.-
Friday: Started work. How pathetic. Which means, its the start of a tragedy? My tragedy! Work everyday is killing me. Woke up at 7 and by the end of the day, I'm dropping dead! Gosh. While others are studying? I miss school and studying and teachers' nags! Badly and seriously ):
Saturday: Worked for half the day, went out for lunch with XiangYu. Met Fiona and WeiYing and Kent at CenturySq. Stopped and TALKED for a tiny while and we go seperate ways again. Geez! For some stupid reason, I'm duper tired that day and hence slept upon reaching home. Tired tired tired! Went to Malaysia at night with family. Simple but yet nice night I guess. Everyone were still talking and laughing at 12midnight!? Haha, kinda fun though. Me and Wei slept on the same bed and we talked quite some. Thn I just happened to browse through her phone and saw alot alot of msg from her ex-bf. So I asked why. She just kept quiet for awhile and thn started telling me things. Don't know why, but I just feel that she is very sad. In the end, I lay on the bed for awhile thinking of me things and I bet I have brought her to think about hers too? I'm sorry.
Sunday: Something really big happened that is enough for me to forget what happened for the rest of the day. It kinda affect me quite much. Even until today, I'm still thinking of it. Cherish life people. Thats all I have to say.
TODAYYYY: Gosh, back to work again. Kinda pathetic and please don't ask me what am I working as. Thanks. Haha. But work is kinda boring as I got no one to talk to and it is really really killing me okay! 8.30-5.30, work. So the rest of the day was on the phone, on the computer, and on the TV(later).
Gosh, I need a life. Seriously! And suddenly, I'm missing people again ):
Awwwwwwwwwwww! Should I be back to Blogger? Maybe, hmm, ya, I think I should. Lol, whatever la. Its a boring day. I mean, everyday is one. I wanna go back to school! ZzzzzXzzzZXyx
Akira: For me, mo matter what I'm doing I've never felt that its fun.
Kotani: I think that its more fun reflecting back later. Like videogames, when I'm playing it, its not fun but when I remember back when I'm studying, its fun. Stuff that are fun, you probably don't know until later.
Akira: Years later, do you think we're gonna remember?
Kotani: About what?
Akira: Early in the morning making dolls, at sunset picking flowers? Years later, do you think we're gonna think back and think those years were fun?
Hmm people, get what I've got to say? yeah, hope you do. Its a little dialog I found in 'Nobuta Wo Produce'. I find it kinda meaningful yea :D
calm
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crazyAhh. I have decided not to sign in to my msn cause its so pathetic and it is making me feel so bad. The amount of people online is like less than 10? Goodness, I don't feel really good. Should have join them for the countdown luh. Though I don't really like the idea at first. But after that I was talking to Mum and she made me feel so regret. She said things like 'Aiyo, you young people should go out since theres a chance what' and 'now don't go thn when you wanna go again?' Ahh, you know I got the feeling to rush down to find Ana -.-! Lol, but theres no way I can make it that way. Hmm, whatever it is, I have to admit to fate cause I rejected the request myself and should answer for it. Alright, though its a lonely last day of the year but I'm gonna spent it wise. Heh, I will try -.-
Now, I shall write about some thoughts and some farewell word to the year 2007! :D
Its not been easy this year. Esp with the big O's at the end of the year. Academic wise, I think this is the year which I have really put in lots of my unexpected effort. Esp for my prelims and honestly, I'm quite happy with it. Though its still bad. But I think its the process that matters yea. So I think, I can consider this year to be a fruitful one? Hmm, actually nah, still some distance away to use that description. Haha. Anw, towards friends, theres many to say thanks. Generally, all I wanna say to every single friends out there its still, thank you. Thank you for everything (:
But though I say I'm not gonna say out all, but still some I need to really mention out.
To XiangYu:
Thank you alot alot alot for your company all these lonely whiles. And thanks for being there for me that night when I felt so lonely. After what you told me, I feel so much better and know what to do. And also without you, I will always be alone after school. Haha, cause we are often left with ourselves and will always have to spent the afternoon tgt. Lucky we can get along. LOL. Anw, take care and we will be friends forever. Even if one day we were to drift away from each other, we won't be hi-bye friends. Thats what you said right? :D
To Clarabel:
Hey girl, we have walked two years tgt! So fast, just in the twinkling of eyes. I really can't believe how we walked this two years tgt. Really glad to have met you and befriends with you. Someone who understands me so well! Ahhh, I love you very very the much! Hahahahahahahahahahha. I shall write you a letter and express all my gratitude towards you. Muahahahah! Anw, happy new year! Friends forever. And I miss youuuuu );
Special thanks you this two ppl. For the rest of best like Ana, Jiamin, ' THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH TOO!' :D
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, I'm so lazy to contiune? -.-
And I'm having a game of pool with WeiYing. We are very pathetic. And fyi, its online game-.- Hahah.
Anw, goodbye to 2007 and welcome 2008! :DDDD
Enjoy your last day of 2007 everybody! I'm enjoying ):
LOL~
busyI'm kinda bored here, but yet not so bored. Still bored, but much more better than staying at home and having Mum to nag me to get a job. So thats what I called, escape from the reality. Just let me get away for just a while uh? :D
Anw, theres only me and Grandma at home now. In such a big house, theres only the both of us. Grrrr? Kinda peaceful but bored! Lucky theres a computer placed at some corner of the house that keeps me away from all the boredom. How come theres only the two of us at home? Reason because all the adults at home are away for work. Consist of 2 uncles and 2 aunties. Pig and her brother went to her aunty house for short stay on the day I reached here. Oh my god, thats the start of the tradegy! Hopefully they will be back tmr. Hope nothing goes wrong like their aunty saying she wanna be back here on Sat or whatever shit. If everything goes on well enough, they should be back by tmr. Hmm, thats not the end, the young childrens are away for day care. BUT! Will be back at 1pm to crash the house again ):! Thn after awhile, they will go to sleep and thn it will be peaceful again. Haha, but honestly, lucky theres them to entertain me with all their stupid and cute reactions and actions, or else I think I might as well just kill myself here. Hahaha.
Now, after the computer, I will go watch dramas. Theres a whole lot of them here but sadly most of it, I have alr watched it before. But whatever la, better than nothing. I will rewatch some. Haha.
Anw, sitting here and typing, it kinda feel good? Yes I guess so. This is the place where I grew up at. Where I came to stay almost every December holidays all these years. From all the kids grew up, until recent years, new babies were added on to the family. Lots of ups and downs, with lots of things changing, but this place here still contained lots and tons of memories. What everyone called childhood memories. I don't have lots of friends in my younger years to play with, but all I have is this pig here at this place. Hahah. Actually she is my dear cousin who is younger than me by 2. We did crashed the house like don't know what when we were young. Thinking back of all the things we have done, haha, I think we have really made all the adults in the house vomitted blood? Lol, but in our heart, we called that fun can. Our hearts really stand as one. I mean, its kinda difficult to explain to anyone how well this kinda relation bonds and how great it feels. Even till now, as we all have grown up, we still play tgt and talk. Well, just like how I can never make it without her. She is important. Anyone understands? Wait, I think Bel understands. Haha ;D
Yes, this is the place. Where all the memories stays and will never be replaced. Ytd night, as I lay beside my Grandma, I realised that that was the place I have been sleeping all these years. Feel so secure, feel so sweet and so nice. Ahh, how nice life is now. :D
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